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I'm the kind of person that never learns because she always has hope that things will be different than they were before. I'm the kind of person that--despite saying that she doesn't have hope--always has the smallest bit of hope that can never be put out. I'm the kind of person that becomes a wreck when she doesn't know what to do because she has the need to know everything, but can never have that need satisfied. I'm the kind of person that cries when she doesn't know what to do and needs reassurance that things will be all right because she can't trust herself when she says it.

I'm the kind of person that pretends that things are fine when she's with others, but can't keep the act up when she's alone. I'm the kind of person that always makes mistakes because that's all that she knows how to do in the end, no matter how many times she has made those mistakes. I'm the kind of person that can solve everyone's problems, but can't solve her own even if they're the same as another's problem. I'm the kind of person that people don't notice in a crowded room unless being looked for because she blends into the crowd.

I'm the person that gets made fun of and told to go back to the border because of her race. I'm the person that gets made fun of because she's from Texas; because she's Mexican and doesn't look it; because she's a "teacher's pet" for wanting to become an English teacher.

I'm eighteen-years-old and a freshman in college.

I believe that I have huge hips and hate that they'll never get any smaller since my hip bones already stick out due to the lack of fat on them. My ribs are visible when I lift my shirt up, but it's not because that's what I did to myself; it's natural for them to be visible with me. My right shoulder is lower than my left because I broke my collar bone when I was seven and I was never able to get it back to its normal place. I'm extremely scarred up physically because pretty much ever scratch that I get leaves its mark no matter what.

I bruise really easily, but it doesn't stop me from getting rough with people because that's more fun than worrying about how purple I'll be in the morning. I'm pretty open for where I get hit (as long as I'm allowed to make some low blows too) except for the face because I've already got enough bruises around my eyes; I don't need any more.

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